RACHELLE ; (:

Thursday, June 9

Oh man. Please. I've already changed my website! Visit me kaye?
=p VELVETKISSES.NET
And pls, don't add me in msn. It's gna burst one day. Won't be blogging here anymore. Anyone wants this site?
Teehees.

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Monday, March 14

see my new web(:

well might not be closing down this BLOG of mine. i've been using it for sooo long! but er. won't be updating as much now. cos i spent ALOT of time fixing that web. and the system's TOTALLY different! haha. visit my web NOW! (: though i haven't been able to insert my cbox there too(: jus put ur comments here in the time being(:

Sunday, March 13

yea baby yea! finally have the time to get a new layout up(: haha. picture's from deviantart.com (: cool rytes! haha. thanks to zaneta AGAIN. for the brushes she sent me and teaching me how to fade those liney edges! haha. didn't get my report book back cos i went home halfway during school. had a MAJOR stomachache. my face was pale. i wanted so badly for my report book! T.T oh god. Cherie got 63% and she's in the 26th position. like OH MY GOD! then i would be like. WAY behind her. bleahs. will update tonight if i have the time. got loads of project work this holiday!(:


SOME SURPRISE FOR YOU GUYS;
hahh! finally got my printer+ scanner+ copier! WOOTS. and i scanned this young photo of me(: with my cousins! click --> COUSINS(:

Sunday, March 6

phew. spent a WAY long time inserting these codes man (: won't be updating much. hees. will put in more stuffs lah. blahblah. whatever (:

Saturday, March 5

sighs. im so bored. haven't been able to code melisa's skin for her. bleah. im bored of coding blogskins la. i totally messed up codes in my previous attempt. urggh. i'm a failure la! muaha. and see my results! they are totally horrendous man. yea and max jus sms-ed me to tell me his in the hospital now and asked me to pray for him. so er. MAY GOD BLESS HIM. hurhur. lame me. gahhh. to me, i don't really appreciate people like like. euu know dhatt i lurbee euu and will alwhays d0. or typing lIkE tHiS NOR. i hate the language. nor nah neh. it's like so pathetically stupid. no offence to people who uses this language but it's jus my thinking. yea and there's also one more kind. like. typin9 lik3 th|s t0ox. OH and one more kind. |sH, beeg beeg, mUi, whateverwhatever. ewwwwwww. really. feel. disgusted! =/ ahhh. can't help it lah. jus wna say it alll out(: by the way. sorry to aishah & melisa. haven't been able to code your skins. hah (:

hey guys(: new layout! haha. it's well. pretty nice la. here are my results for common test. hees (: i did quite badly though.

english composition: 24/30
science: 38/50
chinese: 52/100
history: 14/26
art: 70/100
home economics: 53/100
literature: 25/40

that's all i can think of. wwe haven't gotten our maths back yet but er. mr sim said we did badly ): bleahs. i love this Insatiable by Darren Hayes! (: you can listen to it in my blog la. haha. jus scroll down to the thingy and jus press the play button. otherwise it'll like. play by itself =/ hahah. i'm so darn bored. will further er. improve this blog. bleah. i spent alot of time thinking of what skin to make. like god. i've ran out of ideas. hah whatever(:

Tuesday, March 1

i didn't go to school today! wheeeeeeee. hahaha. bored now! WAY bored. cos i hafta off the comp. in the midst of making a Hilary Duff skin but er. due to some problems, yea you know what. i TOTALLY suck at photoshop. but i made a skin for linxi (: and submitted one skin to blogskins.com (a Ayumi Hamasaki skin) wheeeee. but it's really veryveryvery fun to doodle around in photoshop ^^ alrytes. have ta go. bye everyone (:

Monday, February 28

gahh ! i'm sick and my mum is forcing me to go to school tomorrow AND wash the fcuking dishes. it's child abuse! ahhhh. im SICK. sore throat cough flu. the works. GOD. I'M SO SICK. so now i'm like. PURPOSELY-ing not washing the dishes cos basically im lazy and TOO sick to do it. and i've SO not completed my home economics mindmap. which is dued like. THIS WEEK? Within the period of Monday to Thursday. Got back some of our results but will not pst here until ALL my results have been out (: happy waiting guys! hahaha.

Sunday, February 27

god spent a WAY long time managing to code adelene's blog.
image is here .


muahaha! is it nice? jus played around with photoshop and got this. bah. was meaning to submit it to blogskins. but bleah. might be too plain. so gave it to adelene (: spent the WHOLE day using the comp. i love making skins. GOD. i'm addicted to the computer. hehe. i'm missing him SO much! hasn't been able to see him for like. 2 days? ahhhh!

Saturday, February 26

whew. finally got over with this layout. zan made it. but coding it was WAY difficult. like god. oh so. today didn't celebrate eng yeow's bday with them. instead i stayed at home and played maple. & slept ^^ hees. so today was. spent sleeping lah. went out for dinner at jurong (: my parents were like. quarreling over how to pronounce the word EMBASSADOR. embassaTOR or embassaDORRRR.
haha which was like. so darn funny kay! wheee! i'm gna level up and be a lvl 35 cleric soon (:

Friday, February 25

wheeeees! common test is FINALLY over (:
made a new skin for 2e1. hees. bahh. might be celebrating EngYeow's birthday with the guys tmr! gahh. today is NOT a good day. science test was EASY today! hahas.! tag please everyone! OH! and i achieved my 200 tetsimonials goal! WHEEEEEE!!
haha. will update more things tmr! gotta go. TOODLES!

Sunday, February 20

heyy guys ! this will be my LAST entry. currently. cos i won't be able to come online UNTIL my common tests are over. *GROANS can't believe i'm going to STUDY! without the computer that is. gahhs. tmr's monday. & i have TONS of homework. TUITION homework. and my tuition's on WEDNESDAY. hurhur. guess i better start working my butt off now.
ciaos everyone (:

P.S (anything important; you may sms me.)
no silly jokes however (:

Saturday, February 19

ahh! didn't know my younger cousins were SO darn cute! esp Jacky (: haha!
saw him today while i was eating out with my parents. he was so cute! it was like. the auntie came and say. well, he had a sister named LiHua. my cousin too. haha. so the auntie said, everything in chinese
' aiyo meimei ah. so pretty ah '
then Jacky said ' me leh me leh! i pretty anot. '
auntie said ' aiyo. you not pretty la. '
Jacky; ' why leh? '
Auntie; ' cos boy is handsome mah. not pretty. you cannot be pretty! '
Jacky; ' ORHHHHHHHHHHHHH '


haha. cute right ! (: okay. it might be lame lah cos i'm expressing it in words and not actions. haha! LIHUA was so darn adorable! i pinced her cheeks. SO CHUBBY! awwww. Jacky's a NAUGHTY boy. he goes to school & beats his classmates up. no joke. my aunty & uncle often recieved complaints from his school. hahaa! gahhh. he's cute BUT naughty. Li Hua's my youngest cousin. Only two years old i think. hurhur. i'm suchan old bitch. AHH. i'm the OLDEST on my father side ! it ISNT'T nice at all. I'M ALWAYS DOING NOTHING WHEN I MEET THEM!! The next oldest grandchild on that side. is younger than me by 5 whole years old! see how BORED i always am?

hey guysguys. please! i need 5 more testimonials before i reach my 2ooth testimonial goal! PLEASE WRITE ME A TESTIMONIAL (: OH & TAG MY TAG-B TOO (:

Friday, February 18

wassup dudes (: haha. today's RYAN's birthday (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN (:
muahaha (: had a BORING day today. nearly fell asleep during tuition time cos i was SO tired from school. and maple's down! i can't play. shucks ! haha. nvm. i shall STUDY. well someday. LOL (x gahhs. i wna watch the spongebob sqaurepants movie! when's it coming out anyway? haha. next week's COMMON TEST. gahhs (x SO many tests coming up! monday there's history and home economics test. and common test starts on wednesday. god. sec two life sure is WAY busy! ahhh! den how am i gonna cope with sec three? okay whatever. (:

TAG PLEASE GUYS (:

Thursday, February 17

hiyee guys! heh (:
lotsa tests &homework this year. oh god. they're practically KILLING me. that lot of tuition homework. and plus the revisions for tests and my common test , which coincidentally falls NEXT WEEK. ahh! can't celebrate my good friend Ryan's birthday tomorrow! cos i'm having tuition! but nvm (: he won't mind lah. and he'll like. start teasing me all over again when we meet or something. he's grown all TALL & SKINNY. i don't really like to LOOK UP at people when i talk. except for. him lah. (: oh that HIM wasn't RYAN btw. muaha! what am i talking about. well anyways. won't be online for about a week? cos having tests next week & i'm dead BEATEN.

hey ryan! here's something for you! (:


PICTURE ISHH HERE




hahas (: OH and one more thing!

PLS TAG GUYS (:

Wednesday, February 16

hey guys ! how many EONS have i not posted some things ? hahas !
i'm busy with my school work & maple! (:
muahaha. i SIMPLY have absolutely NO TIME to come and update my blog. but yea! it's updated now.like hey! i don wan my blog to rot! hahas ^^ had lots of tests and stuffs in school. and whats more?! we're having our common tests next week ! stress. guess i'll have to concentrate on my studies this year. i don wna lose out (: hah! ohh. and erm :

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY !

sorry wasn't able to wish you guys in time. haha! anyways; tag guys ! tagtag !

: NIGHT ENTRY

yea. im back! whee. so lame. haha.
gahh. im so frustrated. is backstabbing worse than flirting?
guess it is eh. oh god man. the WORSE kind of people i hate is when you're trying to discuss some issues with them, like about. what happened yesterday. and it was like. i told him why did you tell person A about this. and tell person B totally the opposite? so THAT PERSON was like. pointing and spitting his saliva over me! i was like. 'HELLO? WOULD YOU STOP POINTING & SPITTING SALIVA AT ME FOR A SECOND PLS?' i hate these kind of persons lah okay. and he was like. keep saying i was very kaopeh. but he kaopeh-ed first! so that time they were like conferencing, so THAT PERSON was in it too. Then i was talking to some other person. While he interrupted and said. 'Eh Rachelle. You know you very kaopeh anot.' so i was stunned ! i was like what the fuck! so there i went. beginning to get angrier. and i reason-ed out with him. nothing beats than reason-ing out. shucks. nvm. i shan't care much bout these kind of PERSON. hurhur(:

Monday, February 7

happy chinese new year THE DAY BEFORE eve ! wheeeeeets !! (:
haha. haven't been blogging much. been playing maple.
hahas. bleah. wdever. i wanna pon school tmr !
but my mum don't wan me to pon ! she allow de ! den suddenly changed her mind. like. aww shucks !
and melisa ain't reply to my online messages! i need her to help me do the councillor duty thingy list !!
urgghh ! i don wanna go school tmr ! i have a SERIOUS stomachache lah.
girls should get what i mean. ifugetwadimean. (:
hahas. i'm lame !

PLEASE EVERYONE ! (: I NEED TESTIMONIALS ! (:

seriously ! i need them. to reach my 2o0th testimonial goal ! pls help me fulfill my "dream". YEA RIGHT. muahaha ! it's johnny's birthday today !

______ BIRTHDAY LIST ________
. 15th Feb - Loh Chee Kit
. 18th Feb - Ryan Mok
. 26th Feb - Tan Eng Yeow & Melvin Tan

muaha ! shall do the march birthday babies in my next post ! (:

Friday, February 4

oh fuck. dad wants me to off comp now.
and EVERYTIME i type something.
he would say something like.
in chinese lah.
" TALKING TO BOYS AGAIN ! "
den i would shout back.
" NO LAH! IT'S A GIRL ! "
in chinese again.
stupid right.
& den he would whack me again.

Thursday, February 3

woots !
it's my first time doing this kind of layout actually (:
but i've used Ev0ne's codes. will credit here later when i have enough time to do so (:
sorry evone (x

wheees! i'm SO happy with my self. it's the first time i felt so. like. had 'cheng jiu gan' yea. lol! this layout may be plan but i love lindsay lohan! haha. but too bad i don't have her song though. will try to find kays ! (:
so in the mean time. TAGTAGTAG guys !! (:

and i doubt i will be online soon. hehs (:
lots of tests and stuffs to do (:

xoxo. love you guys ! (:


PLEASE TAG !!

Saturday, January 29

hahas (: oh gosh. i love him so much. i'm gonna stop putting those smileys for awhile. haha. i'm currently in the midst of making a new skin. so yea. be patient. and it'll be up soon (: hmm okays. so. gahhs! i'm hungry. gonna update tmr kays (: toodles.

love you guys. xoxo

woots !! i love this smileys thanks to once again. www.xdiorangelx.com for her tutorials! she's sucha nice blog designer! . but oh god. i'm sick and i've got TONS of homework. tuition homework. sighs. common tests are coming. KAMPETTE! must work hard this year. but blahblah. very stress leh sec two. don't know what school teachers are talking about. there they go. blabbering explaining. but AGAIN. i don't understand a word of theirs. hahas. so i depend on tuition. EVERYTHING on tuition

righton. i'll update again later. IF i get to use the computer. hahas.

Thursday, January 27

weets (: haven't been blogging much ehs. aww but who cares. no one views my blog lah. anyone has the song titled named 'Say Forever' ?? by i don't know who? found it in www.xdiorangelx.com. her site rocks man. haha. it's really nice. and it makes people starting to LOVE paris hilton. yawns. ran 2.4km today. and DON'T ask me the timing. 'cos i was SICK today, and felt dizzy okay. haha. whatever la. sighs. didn't complete my tuition work cos no one knew how to do it. but i DID ask mr subash. and he did tell me the answers. haha ! he's a NICE teacher. VERY nice! darn we're having our common tests NEXT week! science is on. thursday. i think. whatever. i can't afford to fail science or maths this year!! darn. sighs. urgghh! where can i find photoshop? gasps. i'm feeling dizzy right now. AND sleepy. and i haven't completed my MATHS nor SCIENCE homework. shucks i think i'll change my tuition to saturdays. will it be better? think so? gahhs. i'm in need of testimonials !! help! write craps for me also can. don't care jus write me testimonials !

Sunday, January 23

weets got a new layout! thanks to evone (:
she's jus SO pro in making skins !
haven't been blogging for long. er. no not really long. bleah. whatever (:
i need testimonials ! write a testimonial for me pls ?
craps are allowed you know. lol. aiyah. jus write tesimonials for me okay ?
bleah. i'm right now deciding what tag-b i should use.
cbox? perhaps lah. but now too lazy to make this blog thingys already (: spent a LONG time editing the codes ya know? but it's all thanks to evone ! (: she's a nice girl yea. hahas. gahh. i'm confused lah. oh god. sec two stuffs are difficult ! & i don't know how to do these sciences. blah.
urghh ! tomorrow's school! and i didn't copy down my time-table. who cares. all my books are under the table anyway (x

Friday, January 21

whees! had a fun time yesterday at seoul garden. haha. but then, once again. people brought lots of food to the table (it was a buffet btw) but ended up not eating them. lalala. so haha. was really fun lah. ate from 2 plus to 4 plus. was damn full! it cost $14.6o for students PLUS free flow drinks. worth it lah cos i didn't have the appetite to eat dinner. ahaha! so in the end. it was ME and PAMELA who gobbled down ALL the leftovers. some ate two mouth full and don wanna eat anymore.
-_-
bahh! im bored of maple lah. and blah. whatever. american idol was hilarious! hahas. er ? im getting lamer and lamer LAH.
like whatever (:
gahhh ! gonna have tuition later at 11am (x urghh.
im sick ! sore throat . cough. have a VERY HARD time breathing. so was supposed to run 2.4km yesterday but after 3 rounds i couldn breathe anymore so i stopped running & flunked the test (: ahh who cares anyway. there were TONS of people running okay. the whole pathway was crammed up ! maybe the PE teachers should divide them though . my school SUCKS. it's SO friggin small ! we already have difficulty squeezing into the parade square LAH. boredness !

Wednesday, January 19

whee. i'm too lazy to make a new layout. so this will be my temporary layout kays. so erm. can't come online often so won't blog often yea. hmm. so. i think i failed my home econs practical. did i? most of us failed anyway. hah. had basketball today. but not for long cos the B Boys need to train for their tournament again. prejudice. haha ! ms chen taught us that. lala whatever. hees (: finally went home with him yesterday! haha. it was nice lah. blahblah. perhaps im going seoul garden (however you spell that) tmorrow ! haha. first time in about er. 10 years? LONG time since before i've been there. nothing much to blog. blahblah (:

Saturday, January 15

oh gwadd. really i'm sorta surprised with myself. i completed my tuition homework today when it's dued in a weeks time. wow. first time!

bleah. that bitch is really a bitch. ( wtf am i talking about ? ) yea she's a BITCH. she's not even PRETTY okay. fucking eyes and back. you're ALWAYS blabbering away on BOYS BOYS BOYS. every sentence YOU say. have at least something to do with BOYS! what the fuck. i haven't really seen someone as thick-skinned as you. but NOW. you've just helped me know MUCH more about bitches out there. please GROW UP alright. this few entries is specially DEDICATED to you. you ain't so LIKEABLE okay. neither LOVABLE too. you DON'T have so much suitors. stop decieving people. now all of YOUR acts have been revealed. you can't run away anymore. bloody faggot. PLEASE don't act cute anymore or i tell you. i'm gonna slap you really hard even it means principal time okay. faggot. if it wasn't for ah ting. you won't even be able to be a councillor. AND stop bragging about your wealth. IT'S YOUR PARENTS who earned the money. not YOU. so stop being so fucking irritating and GO AWAY. even if you wanna lie, PLEASE oh for god's sake. LIE properly. don't come bragging about whatever whatever. in the end. WE found out that you LIED. bloody SOW.

Friday, January 14

fuck you. i HATE you ever so much. you're sucha BITCH.
can you pls get a life. don't think you're SO popular & well known in school okay. cos you know what. you're NOT. & please lah. you don't have SO much suitors okay. fuck you.
get a life & please grow up. STOP decieving okay. so what if you have that kc?! stop braggibg about boys or talking about them cos WE have absolutely NO interest in talking about them OKAY. sometimes even though we might be talking about boys. but we AREN'T LIKE YOU BITCH. talking about them EVERY single minute!! FUCK OFF you know. & i think pretty soon you'll get my handmark on YOUR face ok slut. bloody moron //-

Sunday, January 9

alrights this entry will be a short one cos dad wants me to go & have my DINNER. submitted one skin to blogskins.com so check it out yea. oh GOD. i don't like school! it's SO stressful even though it only started a week ago. looking at all the sec THREE's nick in msn made me felt like i had butterflies in my stomach. i don't wanna go sec three! it's like. arghh. make my hair wanna drop. aiyah. ain't much to say. won't be submitting this skin until i make my NEW skin first okay. apologies (:

Saturday, January 8

damn you. you just have to be the person who RUINS my life. why can't you just let me use the computer peacefully ?! I'M TALKING ABOUT MY DAD ! he's so fucking irritating. i was just using the computer in the afternoon with pamela for some project. and it's the first time i've used the computer since school reopened. and NOW. he comes shouting at me and yells at me saying that i've used TOO much of the computer. like what the fuck man. what the fuck. i've never used the computer for more then 2 hours for today ?! fuck it. he keeps yelling at me. expecting me to study and do my homework when i DON'T have any. okay so. my mum has already allowed me to use the computer. WHY CAN'T MY DAD TOO ?!
he's such a damn biased freak!

woots. seems that my blog is rotting lah. haha. i'm SO 'buzy' with schoolwork. yea right. stupid mum & dad don't allow me to use the computer lah. SO. blahblah. wasn't able to use the computer until TODAY. when pamela came & do our literature project which we didn't complete in the end. BUT! we did our literature file cover page. er. actually seems like i completed pamela's cover but im halfway through mine. & the better picture was taken by her. and i'm left with stupid pictures. haha but nevermind. mine also nice! haha. today was the funniest day EVER. we went to mos burger realising we didn't have enough money to eat the USUAL lunch we ate at mos. so we kept digging our wallets and bags AND pockets to find some money to increase our limit lah. so altogether was $1o.2o. after we bought our stuffs. we were left with 9ocents. not 9ocents EACH. but 9ocents ALTOGETHER. so pathetic. we felt SO poor at that time. so we walked around westmall HOPING to find something that cost 9o cents & below. BUT. everything was either short of 10cents. or 20cents. haha. it was SO hilarious. so we went to macdonalds & bought 2 icecream cones & was ended up with 4ocents. SO. we donated that 4ocents lah. and didn't have money left. it was the first time when we EVER had'nt had any money left. HAHAHA. we're so lame. blahblah. okay gtg.

have to complete my homework before i get to use the computer again (:

Monday, January 3

ahh! first day of school. wasn't too bad.
EXCEPT for my form teacher. MR SIM JU CHAN. he EXPECTS our shirts to be TUCKED in until. EWW gross. and socks. great. hah! he's mad. i tell ya. mad as a hatter.
& what's worse ! we've got sucky teachers ! science Mr Low wasn't too bad. but URGGH. for chinese we had this. teacher who was VERY OFTENLY mistaken as an AH MA. she look like a grandmother to me. DAMN! all NEW teachers! i wan my old teachers to come back! yea i now i DON'T even mind Mrs Wong! grrrr. what a "great" choice of SCHOOL i had.

god damn. i changed my friendster profile (:
heh. AHH and OMG! haha saw LOTSA people in school with long pants ! those NEW sec THREES ! ahhhh! haha. some looked cool. some MORE cooler and er SHUAI than their previous LOOK and short pants. leg hairs. HAHA ! Elfy looked SO charming lah. haha ! so sad didn't see dear today lah. haha. saw TONY !! haha! it was DARN humurous! haha. well back to my form teacher.
he's so. GRR. arrogant. and er. a show-off. bragging about his diplomas and master degree in universitys. OH! that mean's he's OLD! god. yeah but well. i could understand what he was teaching about in maths lah. it was er. much better than Mrs Wong's lesson. i LOVE that science teacher! Mr Alvin Low ! haha. A lecturer in Temesak Polytechnic. he's SO adorable. haha teaching about er. what's that again. Brownian Motion. and whatever bombom-itis. that means collide or hit. HAHA!
YIPPEE! we've got MR TAY back for PE & we'll be having PE with 3e3 !! ELFY! TONY! YEAH ! they're in 3e3 !! hahas. happyhappy friday. & there won't be MATHS on that day! god. best day of the week ! alrytes. gtg now! pack my bag & off to bed !
slept at 1.3o am last night. LOL (:

Saturday, January 1

hellos ! (: darn. one more day back to school. but i'm glad that she won't be my form teacher anymore. jiaxin hope you don't mind cos school's opening soon ^.^"
3e1's gonna get BORED of her i tell you. she's so darn boring. haha. just did a quiz.


lip kiss
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha. pretty bored now. darn. i haven't completed my homework yet. i might as well drop dead this instance. it's just one day away from hell! gosh. and im pretty bored of maplestory too. have to concentrate on studies next year. streaming you know. haha. alrights. nothing much to say. lalala (:

Friday, December 31

hiya ! hees. i've changed my layout ! ain't it nice . i love the song though. haha. now everyone's talking about the tsunami tidal wave that took 12o thousand lifes away. bleah. guess it's a BIG issue. oh god. The world's population has lessen by 12o thousand lives. we were lucky we didn't get hit by the tidal. otherwise there won't be a red dot on earth anymore. i don't wanna die young too ! haha. ohh ! tomorrow's the starting of a new year ! and today's jolene's birthday! so happy birthday jolene ! and oh god ! it'll be 3 days before first term of school starts. i haven't done my homework yet ! and i think i lost some of them. bleahh.


Homework List
#o1. Geography Project
#o2. Maths Holiday Assignment 1
#o3. Maths Holiday Assignment 2
#o4. Chinese Worksheet
#o5. English Book Review 1
#o6. English Book Review 2
#o7. English Essay



er. i can't remember anymore. please remind me if we do have more than this pile of homework. i don't wanna stand OUT. if you get what i mean. doubt i can complete it by monday. so as usual. have to CHIONG all the way. and copy some. haha =/ like darn. they ain't gonna show The Nation's Countdown 2oo5. I WANNA SEE JEASSEA and those idol finalists! sobs* nvm lah. hahas. wonder if there's an encore. haha !

Thursday, December 30

dad didn't allow me to use the comp last night .
gahh . haha so went ice-skating with erm.
mustaqim. elfy. tyfin. and my cousin.
haha. tyfin and mustaqim (fondly known as moose) didn't know how to skate.
it was SO funny. haha my and krystal together with elfy had to hold and hands and move 'em around. it was fun lah.
came back around 8 plus. bleah. OH MY GOD.
singapore won MYANMAR! 4 - 3!
wheeee. i didn't know singapore was so pro. haha. no off-sides.
myanmar had 12 off-sides. ahh. bleah.
add me in maple guys;
fcukedup &- starfireJINX

Tuesday, December 28

tag replies (:

anna (:
yea. i'll try to make it yea. i'll drop you a mail when i finish the skin (x


yongs (:
hieee!! thanks for tagging yea. and thanks millions for using my skin ((:



i'm in a darn bad mood today. damn bloody pissed. frikkinidiots.
and that dumb shooting star. frikking bloody morons. wait till you get your retribution in hell.
nvm whatever. you guys just know how to act big. in ang soon tong so what? pa hai tong so what?
get your gang come and beat the shit out of me? i'll like to see you try it. and in the end who get's the most trouble? you yourself. no point right you morons. damn pissedpissedpissed.

Sunday, December 26

i'm doing this just because i'm bored okay.
so here goes (:
whadever this thingy is called-



dear (:
heyy! thanks for being there for me whenever i needed you! you cheered me up whenever i was down. really thanks for those times you spent with me! ilu always (x


pamela (:
hey limbu! yeaps long time since i've heard the last person called you limbu (:
but anyways. you're one GREAT friend i've had! haha. thanks for the 60k you gave me in maplestory. and whatever money i owe you in maple. I WILL RETURN YOU LA. haha. ohh. and sylvester didn't win.
but ahh who cares. i think the top 11 finalists are all talented people lah. haha. HEY remember to go orchard with me tmr! don't forget that! (:


edmund (:
hey dude! haha. thanks for ALL those advice you've given me. like those. there are no best friends only good buddies (: haha. and thanks for your 1o0k in maplestory!! ((:


DAMN. i have no one else to write to (x
haha will try to think of who later. in the meantime.
my bro wanna play.
&- P.S TAGTAGTAG!!

great. dec hols are gonna end.
in ONE week's time! god. i haven't completed my homework yet!
i'm so so dead. gahhh!
just made a blogskin on Jeassea K Thyidor.
oh gosh i love her singing so much!
haha. i'm bored AND i wanna change layout!

Saturday, December 25

MERRY CHRISTMAS ((:

Friday, December 24

came back at 11pm yesterday night.
the party was SO fun. and i mean VERY fun!
haha. played tennis. but didn't play basketball. haha.
there were 3 lazybums at the party.
namely; priscilla. CHRISSYPOO. cherie.
chrissypoo's christopher lah.
i wanted to SMASH the cake onto his face but i didn't lah.
lol. christopher peter chong.
took turns to play tennis. 4pm to 8pm.
haha. we had 7 balls.
but we were left with 1 ball.
and yiwen lost her wallet. so we stayed back REAL late to search for her lost items.
we found another 7 balls which total up to 8 balls. she actually had ONLY 7 balls. but xiaob0y found an extra one.
haha some more he accidentally KICKED the ball.
haha. and the funny thing is. xiaoboy went to the swimming pool with the slide.
HAHA. he wanted to find the ball. but HAHA. he accidentally slipped and NEARLY went into the water.
there was a loud BOOM noise cos he fell onto the slide.
haha!! he ain't small size yea? HAHAH! it was SO damn fun!!

merry christmas everyone ((:

Monday, December 20

ahhh. i'm too hooked with maplestory!
ahahaa. seems that i kept forgetting to blog.
yea those who have maplestory please add me at; fcukedup.
haha. i love that nick (:
yea i was supposed to design a new blog for dear.
but in the end. too hooked up with maplestory.
and forgetting TONS of things.
haha. i'm now a magician! and a level 17 one (:
just started playing.
played from erm. like last wednesday or something.
ahahaa. maplestory rocks (:
went to IMM's giant today.
bought a number of things for the party.
haha. basically pamela me and joey went crazy.
didn't know what to buy.
OH SHIT. that just reminds me.
we haven't bought the charcoal for the BBQ yet.
oh gosh. haha. WHO CARES.
i bought the spaghetti. yea that's my part.
it's a treat for everyone but i wonder will my cooking be bad anot (x
hahas. ANDAND oh my god.
did we really invite someone who knows how to start the fire?!!!
gahhs. haha. toodles everyone.
and MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance!! ((:

Thursday, December 16

boredboredbored. today was a terribly bored day.
urgggggggh. okay slept at 2.o6a.m and woke up at 7.3oa.m.
like what the hell.
tiredtiredtired-

Wednesday, December 15

woke up pretty late today.
so played comp and bathed at 2pm.
and went to Michelle's place. for my cousin's haircut.
hehh. so after that went to westmall. met William up.
he gave me simsTWO. OMG! simsTWO!
i've been waiting for it for such a long time!
ever since from the beginning of our EOYs.
i've already asked him for it.
and! he owes me a counterstrike CD too.
haha! lalalala.
so after that. went to the CS place. saw mustaqim and dear la.
hehh. played daytona with Krystal.
and the erm. table hockey?!! with Kristin.
hah. it was TONS of fun!
hahh. injured my little toe. oww.
well. so bought some sweets. brought it up.
yea well. moose was supposed to take only ONE sweet.
yea and you know what.
he practically took ALL of my sweets and left me with only ONE pathetic sweet.
wth. moron. dear ate one la. don't blame him. HAHA.
yea but in the end. gave moose that one sweet loh. BUT! i found another one in my plastic bag! so i ate that. haha.
ok so buhbyes. goodnights everyone.

Tuesday, December 14

bought teenage magazine today.
read my Zodiac Forecast for year 2oo5.
SO! this was what it said :



Aries -
[[ march 21 - april 19]]

Astro Characteristics: Energetic, innovative, original, pioneering, assertive, quick-tempered, strong drive, leader, ambitious, extroverted, sometimes aggresive, competitive, enthusiastic, self-reliant, and self-assured.

Love: You're a complete drama queen, but this will be a good month to lay off all the intensity and serious stuff and let loose with your sweetie. Have a few laughs; do something crazy - it will be a great change to ignite the relationship.

School: Your social life is in for a big explosion this month with lots of school activities and community work. You're going to be meeting many new friends so try and remember all their names!

Love Days: 1o, 18, 21

2oo5: Success, recognition of service, agreeable events, gian of wealth, prosperity, success in undertakings.



ok i spent 1o minutes typing all these (:
an advantage for all aries-ians out there. haha.
yea so er.
I WANNA WATCH MEET THE FOCKERS!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! hahaaa.
okay so i've got two cousins staying with me now lah.
bleah gotta go.
let Krystal play.
gooodnights.
might probably play counterstrike tomorrow ((x

Monday, December 13

OMG. i'm so freakin' happy! my comp's FINALLY working. like in a million years time.
AHHHHHHHH! heh heh.
OMG. like wtf.
went to the library today.
saw a guy PINCHING a girl's ass. in PUBLIC.
oh my god. i was so disgusted and i felt like saying this ain't a place for sexual harrassment. go to ur own bedroom freaks! and basically they were malays la. so ok. changed layout! wheeee!
credits to zaneta ((:
thanks! but she went to camp and probably won't see this message.
hah(:

Friday, December 10

ALOHA! hees. wheeeeeee. i FINALLY get to use the comp. but it's not mine. haha.
belongs to Tiffany's dad. am at her house. so fun. doing project now.
HEY! i'm serious about doing project this time ok.
but er. probably later. haha.
we're like watching the incredibles now. FROZONE IS SO DAMN COOL.
hee. i'm gonna change my layout. when i get my OWN comp fixed ya.
bleahs. continue tagging!
oh man. Mr Incredible's now getting married with ElastiGirl`((:
so cool((x

will update laterr`((:

Monday, December 6

hope i have a better day today at wildwildwet.
amen.

hahh. what crap. hope it doesn't rain when we get there though.

Sunday, December 5

ahh-
i hate my fucked up comp. now EVERY document of mine is gone. even the songs!
gahh. today is not my day.
like wth. urghhhh.
i'm sick. and tired.
of my life. *screams

yea guys. i changed layout.
it ain't nice eh. i'm feeling giddy.
cos i'm sick.
gahhs` didn't buy my books. the school didn't open.
like wth. it was supposed to be opened that day!
whatever-
i'm going to bed.
i'm darn giddy.
*gasps

Friday, December 3

updated my shout-outs .
lol. but its not completedd yet. will continue if ii have the mood tto.
haha. bleahh. gonna buy my books tomorrow.I HATE TEXTBOOKS AND WORKBOOKS.
theyy makee mii PUKE.ohh godd- ahhs! was supposed to do that geog project today.
but damn that tiffany. had to go OUT.
we're alreadyy like in a rush?
damn you! i feel like doing the whole thing myself.
grrrrrrr.

Wednesday, December 1

okay. so now he wants to patch.
and i can't be happier.
but i still have my doubts.
bleahh. how.
i explained everything tu him. he explained everything tu me.
so should i. or should i not.
sighs.

Tuesday, November 30

okk. he broke up with mii.
but neverrmindd. i wontt cryy.
i dontt wannaa cryy


Walking alone
All alone
Once again
'Cause, like usual, I was fooled
Heartbreak after heartbreak
I never learn my lesson
No one can love me as I need
Love can be great
But in the end
Can also cause hate
Why can't I find my one and only true love?
But then, again
I have figured
I don't deserve that kind of love
But, I thought I found the one
When I found you
And, I have this feeling
This love for you,
In my heart,
Will last a long time
And knowing that, hurts like hell
Why can't I get over you?
Why can't I just forget you ever existed?
Why do I have to go through another heartbreak?
Why? Why? Why?
Once again I was fooled
Love can be a foolish game
You always lose
And the only thing you gain
Is the knowingness
For next time





My heart is bleeding
Of your blood
I just want to die
I have nothing more to give
You have taken it all away, selfishly
And greedily
I am left here alone
And sick
You never deserved my love
And your love was fake
Why did i even bother?
I guess i thought you were different
But like usual, I was wrong
Just like the rest of them
A player
A bullshitter
You don't know the meaning of love
Or a good relationship
One filled with loyality and respect
And now I am here left alone
Once again
Heartbroken and all torn up inside
Why do I even bother?
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
Why do I let guys like you screw up my life?
Oh, well,
Life's a bitch and then you die
And I hope bitches like you die
'Cause I am heartbroken and all torn up inside
And you are the one who did this to me

Saturday, November 27

okayy. haven't been updating cos my keyboard's spoilt.
hellos. haha. im like. at tiffany's house.
was suppose tuu do project but ended up playing tennis with yongsheng and pamela.
hahh (: so fun.
... like wth. tiffany and yiwen took drinks for themselves and forgot about us. -.-
like helloo. we're guests.
HAHAHA =/
okay so now tiffany is preparing drinks for us.
ANDand AND. pamela is bugging me tuu let herr sign in her msn. okay.
PAMELA. wait a while can.
pamela: sure
haha. i'm so lame =/
okayy. so pamela's giving mii that ' okay-im-so-bored ' kind of look.
okay so i shall let her use the laptop. woooooooo.
haha.

so it's gonna be my turnn later!
yea ^^v toodles (:

Monday, November 22

okays. here's what i think. people are getting more and more stupid everyday.
as long as you're a human being. you're stupid.
i am stupid too.
cos all of you. are being childish.
like hello.
anonymous. zaneta's blog music is the same as mine. so what? i uploaded the music onto my own account. please think before you jump to conclusions.
and please specify which amanda you're talking about.
how the hell would i know which amanda?
and for once. i didn't copy her codes! i don't even know who she is!
so will you please get a life. ohh.
and i have decided to stop. stop talking about sg idol.
so if you wanna come and flood my tagboard with this kind of junk msgs. go ahead. i don't care. i don't care about sg idol.
and whadever you say about me copying. go ahead.
cos i didn't copy. and my conscience is clear. so you know whad? it does not affect me at all.

okay so today. i'm damn pissed. i didn't go badminton cos i didn't feel lyk going.
and didn't go for basketball. cos chuanmin didn't want to go.
so i was left rotting at home.
happy (: ? no.
not at all.
goodbyes and goodnites.

Sunday, November 21

hmm kayys. let's recall. what did i do today.
ohhh! the moment i woke up. which is at 1pm. joey called me. haha. tmr playing badminton at gombak stadium. not the running track stadium. the other one on the other side. haha. hmm. so okay. meeting them at 3.3opm tmr. halfway through my brunch. chuan min called me. and asked me to play basketball at 288. so. okay i agreed. very freestyle (:
haha. so went there. couldnt find yongjie. only saw chuanmin. so. okay. whatever. very bored today. shan't continue. it'll bore you people to tears. it's 11.16pm now. gahhs. I MISS HIM! but i can't contact him. wth. but nevermninds (:
shall sent him a message from the internet before i go to bed (:

Saturday, November 20

ohgawd. my heart is aching with pain. sighs. i can't contact him anymorre! ohmygosh! i don't think i'll survive for longg. it really hurts ): missing him so much. okays. i bought a new hi-card. BUT! i'm not allowed to tell anyone my number. *sighs. okay..! i did tell him my number. bwahahas (: AND now i'm only allowed to use my handphone when i'm out or in school! pathetic. and what's more i don't think i'm gonna be allowed to go to the chalet on monday. NO! that's the last thing i want it to happen! oh yes. and i'm darn annoyed. there's someone posing as me in gena's tagboard. yea. screw you. and btw. for your information. i don't use lousy words like ' eu ' or rather ' muiix '. typical singaporean ACT-CUTE language. shit you. why do you have to use my name? don't you have a name you bloody burger? puerile.
i'm feeling so damn frustrated AND annoyed!
and i don't like this skin! gahhs! and i don't wish to submit this to blogskins. haha. so probably i'll give it to someone else. anyone wants it?

Friday, November 19

what the hell man. olinda's out. slyvester's in. urgghh. i hate singapore. singapore doesn't know how to vote. I SWEAR I'M NOT GONNA WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL ANYMORE. singapore idol simply sucks. the judges suck too. singapore! why is your taste in music so bad? screw you singapore. screw you sly fans. okayy whateverr.

urghh. i'm having this fucking major headache now. ahhhhh! i can't stop thinking about how stupid singapore really is! and for sly fans out there. i'm sorry that i say he sucks. but he does to me. different people have different tastes as quoted from JoCeZ who have written in my tagboard and reprimanding me about what i have said about sly. but i do have to remind you people. that this is my blog. and whatever content that is written in here. is all. none of you. outsider's businesses get it? so please don't be as puerile as JoCeZ. and please do think about what you are gonna say alrites. and i really wasn't expecting sly to be in. he's so not handsome! he's not even fit to be singing classicals. and you know what? i think taufik's WAY better than sly. so if sly's not out this week. he's gonna be out next week. okay whatever. our school's gonna have an open house next week. on thursday. bored. urgghs. wonder if my parents will allow me to go for chalet on monday. *shrugs
gahh!! i'm gonna miss all my sec two friends! who are gonna be in sec three next year. different blocks. different recess. everything's gonna be SO different! we're gonna hang out with sec ones next year! and we're gonna be the seniors of the lower sec. i don't want that la! i miss all of them. sighs. nvm. hope i'll do well in my streaming next year! and by the way what's physics all about?

Thursday, November 18

aww. watching singapore idol now. haha. i think slyvester's gonna be OUT. and i WANT him to be OUT! hah. he's not even HANDSOME okay. act cool only.
haha. copy avril's handsign. blahblahs.
okay won't be blogging much. having this major headache now! i miss my dearie much! hah.
love you x)

Wednesday, November 17

HAHA! i'm no longer staying at my cousin's house! i'm back! HOME SWEET HOME!
and aww. how sweet of him x) haha. i'm getting mad.
yea well. he sent me home today. hah x)

hmm okayy. saw katherine. saw mei hui with sheng yi. hah. shengyi n meihui was just at the bus stand next to mine la. ohh my gosh. embarrased*
hah. kk didn't do lotsa things today BUT!


I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL YESTERDAY!! wheeeeeee! haha.. it's like SO DAMN COOL! haha alrites. i'm tired already. still have basketball training tomorrow. aww shucks.
ciaos adios (:

gahhh! i didn't sleep yesterday. and it's like 9.45am only. woke up at 6pm yesterday. AND didn't have the mood to sleep. AT ALL.
haha. so at 6am this morning. when with Krystal to mcdonalds. to have breakfast. LUCKILY. mac's was open at that time. haha. ate there until 7.o2am.
then headed off to her mum's shop. ok. so it's still early now. but i don't feel tired at all. haha.
yea played bball with my cousin. at 7.1oam. played until 8am. then headed off to her mum's shop again (:
she bought the black shoes needed for her mac job.
so we decided to come back home. BUT guess what.

she forgot to take the house keys from her mum.
so we took a bus back to the shop. and took it. THEN!
we were too lazy to walk back so we took a cab. haha.
the fare was $2.5o hees (:


HEY JIAXIN! ((:
i ate my breakfast today. haha. (:

ok will TRY to update later if my cousin allows me too.
toodles (:

Monday, November 15

aww shucks. woke up at 3.3o pm. like whoa. broke my personal record. it's my first time waking up at such a 'decent' time.
hahs. so went to play basketball with my cousins. and their friends. hah. played for a while then we went to eat. haha. breakfast and lunch and dinner together yea?

save money x.__ ((:


okays so. i bought frog leg congee. without realising it was $6. bleahs. so Kristin lectured me and said that i had to finish that huge bowl or else.

hah. AND plus they gave me a timing. had to eat within 15 minutes. haha yea and so. i did. luckily. hah. 15 minutes on the dot (:


ahh. miss him so much x)
hahas. oh. this' for jacqueline (:


hey jacq. don't be too upset or whatever about those anonymous people tagging at your blog. they don't even deserve some attention. they probably have some brain damage or are mentally disabled. they are probably attention seekers yea? they aren't as popular as you or loveable. they are just being childish and everthing. nosing into other people's businesses. kaypohs (: just stay out aiites? stupids. cowards you don't even dare to reveal your own name. so in what position are you in to lecture jacq? crazy burgers. shut up and die bloody morons. AH! so jacq. there are lotsa people out here who supports you. so don't bother about those who hate you. so those people out there. if you hate jacq. so be it. say it infront of her and don't be such a coward flooding people's tagboard with unpleasant messages.


SCREWW OFF yea?


attention seekers. you all are just suckers yea. stay off. bitches/bastards.
or you might be bisexual. whatever. i don't care.

just. ughh. get a life won't you?

Saturday, November 13

heyy man (:
lol. woke up so damn late today. HAH X) woke up at 12noon. and me an my cousins were supposed to meet their friends at henderson at 1.3opm!

hah. so woke up. bathe in a rush. and went to the bus stop at 1.o6pm. and we reached there EXACTLY at 1.3opm.
and guess what. we didn't have any idea what we're gonna to do at expo.
and when we reached there.
the first word we said. and it was WE. not just me.
was ' walao'
and you know what was it ALL about?


road safety.

they had this. little traffic game. traffic lights. paths. and whatsoever. and it's like. ALL SO MINI-SIZED. ok. and the worse thing is.
we HAVE to play it. gahhhs. tough luck. me and one of my cousin _. Krystal _
had to ride bicycles. we wanted SO MUCH to be pedestrians. ahhhhh.
too bad but my other cousin _. Kristin _ was a pedestrian.


tell me about swayy luck =/
hmm so okayy. went home at about 4.3opm. sat bus from expo. all the way to east coast. changed bus. and sat all the way to tiong bahru plaza.
we ate there. ' RajahInn' hah. we didn't eat from morning till the time when we reached tbp.
we reached at about 6 plus. we were like already starving to death.
hah but luckily ate something la.

hmm so okayy. went to get my basketball and played at tiong bahru cc.
we were halfway through when Krystal's idol came. hah. gave her a shock.
he likes to laugh -.-

he's like so damn accurate lor.
ahhhh. hmm okayy. and bebe came. then blahblah.
Krystal's idol was MUCHMUCH more gentlemanly then bebe. hah X) yea really!

and then so.. we played until 9pm and we went home. bought drinks at 7-11 and watched the best bet. and blahblahblah. bathed.

ok nothing more to say =/

toodles. good nites.
miss you X)

Thursday, November 11

heees. it's 11.59pm now. 1 more minutre to my cousin's birthday. namely Krystal.
bwahahah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. it's 12am noww.
bleah. didn't update yesterday.
cos didn't use the comp.
won't be going Ravenized training this Saturday i guess. haiyah. so bored.

- reminisce -
on wednesday _

i was late for basketball. and got punished. had to run 15 damn rounds around the basketball court. neverminds la.


haha. train my stamina (:
and erm after trainingg. went westmall with yiwen to him la.
then yiwen went to cherie's house to do the geography project we were suppose to do.
which i was suppose to do with yeeping and tiffany.
but

haha. too badi'm enjoying at my cousin's house now.
hmm ok.

watched shark's tale. it was like hilarious.
Oscar The SharksSlayer.
haha. lenny was a vegetarian.
=/ blahblah.
he was like haha. sweet?




sent me from choa chu kang to tiong bahru.
hah.
aiites.
too bad his plans didn't work. whatever his plans are la.
hahas.

aiites. it's my cousin's birthday.
i'll be a good person.



and let her use it.

HAH.
as if.

whadever.

Tuesday, November 9

ahh my hp. sighs. i have a handphone.

but with no line!
and no money!

*sobbs
hehs.


but i think i'm gonna get my line. sooner or later. erm. should i subscribe starhub m1 or singtel?
ahh! guess i'll get my line together with peiyun.
but i guess. she'll have a line but no hp.
hahs



like wth. my mum disallows me from going to work ):
shucks.
i have got no money right now.
i having financial problems! hah.
lame.


gleeps.
saw alot of people thanking their friends in their entries.
should i write?
nah i've got a dedication page.
nah.
guess i'll do it next year. HAHA. oh god. i'm like. so damn lame.



i'm bored. tired.
tired. bored.
i wanna sleep. hahs.
but i can't! i have to stay awake until like. four plus..?
cos my darling's gonna come online.
hahas. i'm feeling really terrible. i'm like having a flu? ewwww. mucus. *feels disgusted. ahhhhhh! i'm so bored. there ain't any games for me to play. runescape? bleahs. guess i'll try it.
SOMEDAY sometime.
haha.



will update tonight again i guess.
toodles *

Monday, November 8

yawns.
howdys ((:
guess i'm gonna change layout again.
but this time.
with no images.
hah.
i'm gonna get bored with them one day.


hmm.
had basketball training today.
i was late.
once again.
woke up at 8.45am.
when the training starts at 9
hah.
everyone had finished running their 10 rounds while i was the only one who's lagging behind them by 10 rounds.
how pathetic.
hah.
training was boringg.

had lunch at some kopitiam near westmall.
the yong tau foo ain't really that bad.
it's really nice ((:
AHH.

godd.
i'm so happy!
mummy's finally bought the television to put in my room!
wheeeee.



godd.
i feel so. lost.
so empty.
my HANDPHONE line has been cut off.
wth.
*cries
sighs.

Sunday, November 7

oh god.
i didn't update yesterday cos i wans't at home.
for the whole day.
went to yiwen's church.
andd it was like so damn fun.
went with.
pamela. yiwen. peiyun. raymond. and
YONGSHENG.
while they were worshipping.
i mean. singing songs la.
and they had actions like dancing.
ora something like that.
yongsheng was jumping around and dancing.
it was.
omg. so funny.
seems like he's enjoying himself alot.
hah.
reached home at about erm. 9.15pm
yea. so i bathe. and i went to sleep.
so tired.
hehhs ((:
andd i wonderr whadd to buy for gena.
herr birthdayy's on erm.
24th novemberr.
or should i just give her moneyy?
HAH ((:
nahh.


stewwpid raymond.
made me bring home this huge bag of balls.
BASKETBALLS i mean.
and now i have this 4 basketballs at home.
rotting.
one is Tiffany's bball.
the other 3 are Ravenizedd bballs.
oh god.
i'm damn bored.
yea but going orchard laterr ((:
withh my mom, sister, aunty and cousins.
hah. but i dun't really feel likee going though.
oh yea.
i remember.


anyone wanna learn badminton??
$15 per lesson.
it's considered cheap already.
cos the professional's outside charge you $75 for 2 hours.
and we need to pay for the booking of courts.
which is $7.40 per hour. at bukit gombak sports hall.
and the cost of shuttles.
NOT shuttle buses but shuttle corks.
however you spell that.
aiyahh.
im earning only $4 per hour.
ANDandAND lemme get this clear.
i'm not teaching.
so will you guys just stop mocking at me.
AND JUST SHUT UP.
and i'm really getting pissed ok.
urrghhhs. anndd anndd im gonna sell ice-cream.
with yongsheng and peiyun!
wheeeeeee!!
hahhs ((:

aiites i shall stop here.
toodless*

Wednesday, November 3

wow.
everyone's obsessed with this show called.
erm.
The Champions?
Ren Wo Ao You.
i couldn't understand whadd they were saying.
is it really that nice.
it's like.
about everyone i know will be either offline.
or putting AWAY and ( watching tv ) at this time.
9.o0pm
hahs X)
*screams
where's that dumb television that used to be in my room!
without it.
i have thus stopped watching tv that often.
cos i'm lazy to go to the living room.
i don't wanna fall asleep there!
uggh. creepy.
oh boy.
guess i have to get started on my holiday assignments.
gee. i really must buck up.
or i won't be able to get into the class of my dreams.
and the subjects i want.
i don't WANT geography.
seriously i don't.
i simply detest it.
gleep.

Tuesday, November 2

yawnns*
i'm dead beat.
made skins for aishah and si xuan.
making skins are tiring.
yawn.
my darling came to my house to play gunbound today (:
he improved by alot.
hahs (:
i was in a foul mood that time.
lalalas (:
and i accidentally typed.
erm. hahs (:
don't really wanna say it out.
yea.
nothing more to say.
will update tomorrow.
hahs X)

Monday, November 1

gasp*
i failed 3 subjects.
oh my gosh.
namely.
maths. literature ANDandAND geography.
what else?
i've never.
NEVER.
ever passed geography.
right straight from term 1.
till now.
NEVER.
even had a pass before.
like what the.
i'm not gonna take geography when i'm sec 3.
i WILL not i say.
DAMN. i'm ranked 27th in the class.
how pathetic is that.
and 138th in the whole level.
among 2o0 pupils.
AND what's more.
i've got a FAIR for conduct.
i hate my form teacher.
she sucks.
ITS HER.
ALL HER FAULT.
that my hair got cut!
ugghh.
this is what she said for my remarks.


Rachelle has been easily distracted by friends. She has not been performing this semester. She has to be more serious in her daily work and be more responsible in her actions.


like wth.
do you think i care.
i don't even care if you sack me as a councillor.
cos you know what.
i don't give it a damn.
hahs (:
i don't want her to be my maths teacher next year.
AHH!
go away you bloody burger.
i hate you.
don't be my maths teacher.
or i'll continue to sleep in your bloody classes.
hah.

ok. stop crapping.
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm so damn bloody embarassed today.
gena came and asked me.
who destroyed me.
and pamela asked if i needed a lawyer.
gosh. there are only 3 people who taught that my bloody hairstyle was cute.
i was expecting that number.
i didn't even classify my NEW haircut as CUTE.
fugly. yes.
funny. yes.
stupid. yes.
uughh. ok.
whatever.
my hair'll grow longer by the time school re-opens (:
but by that time.
all my sec 2 friends are gone.
sobs. different recess. sighs.
gonna miss them so much.
especially my darling.
sighs. *cries
lalala. whatever.
i've spent 15 minutes on this entry.
hahs (:
toodles.

Sunday, October 31

ahh wells.
i think i'm gonna change skin.
i'm getting tired of this.
hah X)
butBUTbut .
i'm gonna keep the MIDI!
i LOVE it.
hahs.
reminds me of my sad past.
BUT still.
i LOVE it.
i'm a sadist.
heh (:

oh boy.
we're getting our report books tomorrow.
sighs. hope i don't fail too much.
gulps*
joey's waiting o see my NEW HAIRCUT tomorrow.
oh my damn bloody hell.
they'll laugh their head off if they see me.
GUARANTEED.
i must work hard for next year!! hahs X)
and get into erm. 3e1?
hees (:
oh and btw.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN
hahs (:
today's my luoling jie's and william kor's birthday!
happy birthday (:

Saturday, October 30

aiites.
stayed at home the whole of today.
except for dinner.
ate out.
sighs. how sad.
mustaqim and ivy broke up.
PLEASE do not.
mention mustaqim infront of ivy anymore ok.
she'll either cry or ignore you.
i feel so.
sad when i see her cry for mustaqim.
sighs. life's like this.
full of unfairness.
and it's like.
everyone's either crying cos of relationships.
or friendship problems.
sighs. cherie's one.
ivy's another.
sometimes i just wish this world weren't full of..
misery and pain.
you know what i mean.
sighs. like. the difference bewteen rich and poor people.
some spoilt brats in rich countries get to eat shark's fin and abalone and they still complain.
whereas children in iraq or whatever have to starve.
how unfair is that.
sighs.

cut my fringe today again.
yeaps.
nicer than the first time i cut my hair.
it was simply horrendous.
hahs. and according to my darling.
he said now i don't smile much.
do i?
wells.. he's the only person who can make me smile la.
hahs. you talk about him infront of me.
my face'll be as red as tomato.
try me (:


Friday, October 29

OH GOD.
lotsa girls from 2e1 actually CRIED.
i was so shocked to see them cry.
okays. maybe they didn't enter 3e1.
so they CRIED. ugghh.
i walked past the general office and every secondary 2 student was squeezing to the front to see their results.
it was damn bloody crowded.
and i can't believe that JINGHAN actually got into 3e1.
it was just a miracle.
haha. and of cos.
my darling got into 3e1.
he's like so damn bloody clever.
ahahs.
oh boy. i just got a hair cut.
and i hate it.
i'm not gonna go to school on monday.
okay. i will go. ahahs. for my report book.
oh yea. it's holiday. sighs.
i'm bored. my parents won't allow me to go anywhere.
like what de hell.
nvms (:
i shall stay at home and create havoc. ahahs.
so they will let me out cos i'm TOO troublesome.
lalalas (:
yeah like real. they won't be like.
so stupid la.
i HAVE got to improve my english.
shan't use words like la. or whatever.
singlish.
i'm gonna prepare my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
ahahs. and it's gonna be a LONGLONG list.
my attitude sucks.
everything of me just sucks (:

sighs. benedict and yeeping's gonna be in the normal academic stream next year.
gonna miss them though.
): aww. shucks.
both are my good friends.
ahh nvm bout that.
aaaaaaaahhh! i miss Elfy.
miss those days when we're like talking everynight.
ahas.
miss those days when i talked to mustaqim too.
ahahs. sighs.
i'll just let bygones be bygones.
we can't really run away from reality can we?
sighs. nvm.
i'll get starting on my resolutions.
hahs. as if.

Wednesday, October 27

oh my gosh.
i can`t believe it.
i`m SO happy.
i won`t be going acad!
(: oh boy.
uggh. today`s benedict`s birthday and i didn`t.
like buy any present for him?
lols. bleahs. whatever.
uggh. darling`s going to have practice tomorrow.
wonder if i can sneak and pretend to be one of them (:
hahas.
oh wells. still have to complete the blog layout i promised cheekit.
but i still have absolutely NO IDEA what kind of blog i should make.
well yea. i ran out of pictures X)
hahas (:

gaspps!!
i'm like having a MAJOR headache now.
somebody! save me!!!
ahhs. it's like really hurting me.
aaaah.
btw thanks mark. for trying to make me happy.
by telling those erm. jokes.
hahs (:
sorry cheekit. can't make your skin today.
i'm having a headache!!
i don't wanna go back to school tomorrow!!
i don't!! sighss..
nvms (:
i'll try to sneak into their practice and talk more to elfy (:
missed him lots! didn't talk to him for like.
two weeks?
sighs. life sucks.

Tuesday, October 26

heyheys! i changed muii layout!
i`m feeling VERY.
really. VERY happy todayy.
bwahahahas (:
i love my darlingg (:
heess.
he`s so darn cute.
went out withh him todayy.
he just won`t accept derhh money forr derhh moviee tickets.
haha`s. actually wantedd to shopp for Benedict`s presentt.
but. as usual.
i`m just too lazy.
andd boy`s presentt aree derhh hardestt to findd.
gahhs. so inn derhh ennd.
didn`t buy andd wennt homee.
bwahahahas (:
i`m feeling so happy today!
lalalas (:
burdd i don`t wanna go school tomorrow!
boredBOREDbored.
burrd at leastt i get to see himm (:
hahas (:
alrites. toodles.
goodnites (:

Monday, October 25

i`m bored. darn bored.
what in derh world can i do tml.
i`m so bored.
freaking bored.
and i hate exams.
i hate derhh poor results.
and i`m so bored.
i wanna play NETBALL (:
i miss NETBALL ):
sighs.
have to wait till those freaking youngster`s exam to finish.
like wtf.
we always have to give in to YOUNGSTERS.
haha. we ain`t that old anyways (:
boredboredbored. i wanna change layout.
i wanna change my life.
i HATE my life.
except for my darling and my besties (:
haha. boredboredbored. (:

Saturday, October 23

jailhouse rock (:

The warden threw a party in the county jail.
The prison band was there and they began to wail.
The band was jumpin` and the joint began to swing.
You should`ve heard those knocked out jailbirds sing.
Let`s rock, everybody, let`s rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin` to the jailhouse rock.


Spider murphy played the tenor saxophone,
Little joe was blowin` on the slide trombone.
The drummer boy from illinois went crash, boom, bang,
The whole rhythm section was the purple gang.
Let`s rock, everybody, let`s rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin` to the jailhouse rock.


Number forty-seven said to number three:
You`re the cutest jailbird I ever did see.
I sure would be delighted with your company,
Come on and do the jailhouse rock with me.
Let`s rock, everybody, let`s rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin` to the jailhouse rock.


The sad sack was a sittin` on a block of stone
Way over in the corner weepin’ all alone.
The warden said, hey, buddy, don`t you be no square.
If you can`t find a partner use a wooden chair.
Let`s rock, everybody, let`s rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin` to the jailhouse rock.


Shifty henry said to bugs, for heaven`s sake,
No one`s lookin`, now`s our chance to make a break.
Bugsy turned to shifty and he said, nix nix,
I wanna stick around a while and get my kicks.
Let`s rock, everybody, let`s rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin` to the jailhouse rock.



Friday, October 22

sighs*
got results backk today.
disappointedd.
i criedd.
sighs*
got back maths, i cried.
got back science, i cried.
got back geography, NEARLY cried.
got back history, i cried.
got back literature, i cried.
literature was derrh worse.
i mean. as in.
cried derrh worse.
wad`s worse is.
he wasn`t there forr me.
he was at derhh freakingg hall.
stewwpid.
i should be happy today.
well it`s like.
our `1 month being together?
yeaps.
he gave me an OP wallet.
it was cool.
lurve it ta bitss (:
i`m suppose to be sadd. and happy today.
i feel really awkward.
feeling bothh happy and sadd todayy.
sighss*
i only passed d&t, english and chinese.
guess you can say my languages are pretty strong.
but they ain`t enough to pull up my average.
i dun wanna say goodbye to EXPRESS ):
or rather.
say HELLO to NORMAL ACAD.
freakk. i really don`t.
my darling`s a maths pro.
like. ohmygoddamnyou.
he didn`t complete his maths paper.
andANDand.
he still can get 80/100.
ohmygod.
i`m feeling so upset.
so sick.
so tired.
of everything.
every single thing in my entire life.
except for my darling and my besties.
i`m sucha pathetic moronic BURGER.
i`m like so useless.
so weak academically, physically and mentally.
iiddiott.
freakingg gurlls in myy class.
follow me cry.
how can.
steal my stage lines and act. pathetic burgers.
i could have passed science!
that freaking lousy calculator!
i didn`t realised i brought it in my bag.
but guess wad.
it was needed for that 4 marks question which i didn`t do.
WHICH could have made me pass.
YOU FREAKING CALCULATOR.
I`M GONNA DISPOSE YOU AND YOUR FREAKING COVER.
ass. i`m gonna update more later.
IF i have derrh time.
gonna go for dinner.
toodles pals.
lurve ya darlingg (:

Thursday, October 21

no offence but.
taufik sucks in singing usher`s songs.
christopher is improvingg lots.
DAPHNE KHOO ROCKS. - as usual.
bwahahahas (:
yippe.
made a tagboard today.
i guess i won`t mind if some bitchhes make trouble dere.
cos i don`t really care.
life`s full of other things to care.
my darling for example.
hee`s.
he`s so darn cutee.
he`s sucha pro at bball.
he jumps HIGH too (:
he can even win Wong Yang!
that ass.
godd. he`s legs are really darn.
powderful!
hahas. it`s our 1 month anniversary tml.
hahas. haven`t gotten him a present yet thoughh (:
yahhs but gonna buy it tml.
wadd shuud i buyy?
really don`t know.
nvms (:
will decide tomorrow. ahahas. tag at my board!
tag tag tagg!!
darn my feet hurts.
played bball at summerhill today.
i wore slippers but in derh end i took them OFF.
cos it was difficult to play basketball with SLIPPERS.
in derrh end.
CHUANMIN stepped on my FEET.
judging from his size you can predict that it hurts.
ALOT.
freak. it felt abit like. sprained. ahahas.
played daidee too (:
with yeeping, my darling (: and tiffany.
it was darn fun!
hahas. played this game called cheat too.
damn fun. ahahas.
i`m gonna stop here.
tag at muhh boardd!
lurve ya loadss darling X)
(: hahas.

Tuesday, October 19

yawn. it`s 11.o4 now.
my darling`s sleeping.
ahas.
miss him so much.
he`s so adorable.
^^
have no school tomorrow.
i didn`t realise dere wasn`t any school tomorrow until this morning.
how stupid can i get.
dere isn`t really anyplace i can go.
i`m such a loner.
nahh. i don`t care. - as usual.
wad deh hell.
i keep getting signed out of msn!
wad`s happening.
damn you.
everyone`s having fun during deh hols.
and i`m the only one spending deh hols at home.
eat. sleep. drink.
daily routine. cools.
freaking msn service.
cant` sign in cause of some maintenence work.
how can us, users of msn survive without msn.
how many thousands of people are using msn.
and they give us this kind of crap.
wad deh hell.

finally.
darn exams are over.
whew.
should i have my lunch at seoul garden or sakae?
tough decision.
ah nvms.
freaking art.
didnt really do well in it.
ass.
anyhow drew. (:
cool.
hahas.
i dun gif it a damn.
well jus hope that my other subjects are able to pull up my marks.
might blog again tonites.
toodles (:

Monday, October 18

i wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
i wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
i wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.



ahh wells.
maths was pretty ok today.
paper tw0 was darn difficult.
but i didnt complete paper 1 either. bwahaha.
gosh.
chuan min, alpheaus came to my house today.
used the comp for 2 hours straight.
then Tyfin came.
and used my comp for 2 hours straight too.
but i dun mind (:
haha.
i taught him how to play gunbound.
he`s like so damn cute!
he shoot liaoss arh.
then smilee (: den laugh.
hahas.
he`s a soccer fanatic.
he`s a pro at it too!
ahahas. bleahbleah.
lala.
so bored.
having art and design and technology tml.
wadda freak!
design and tech sucks!
big time.
i hate it.
art. yea wells.
sucks too.
but not as much as d&t's theory exam.
yucks.
bored lah!
tml`s gonna be the last of exams.
and i`m nort feeling the least happy.
like. wadever.
no one`s gonna accompany anywhere tml.
so i`m gonna go home and spent my time sleeping.
nort a bad idea though.
i`ll try that tml (:
toodles guys. (:

Saturday, October 16

oh yawn.
bored.
had history today.
so easy. but didnt do one quoestion.
4 marks loh.
like i care.
haiyah. gonna fail aniways.
just typing another short entry today tho.
went to eat pizzahut with raymond and pamela. so fun siah!
and funny. haha.
we kept making a fool out of ourselves.
^^
but who cares!!!
live your life to the fullest man.
ahahas.
cya guys.

Tuesday, October 12

heyheyhey!!
erm. yeaps.
changed layout.
hee.
btw.. i wont be online for a few weeks.
yea. sad.
):
hahas. k juz typing a short entry.
gtg for dinner.
toodles.
miss ya guys loads.
lurve yoo fin!!

Sunday, October 10

yea. i created this poem today. kinda sad tho.
sighs. just felt sad.


she endeavoured. so hard.
to put melancholy behind her.
those heartaches and heartbreaks.

she lost. she tried to revive.
the cheerful and out going girl she was.
but she cant seem to get her cheerfulness back.
she wished. upon the twinkling stars.
to get the person she was back some day.
however, up till now.
she's still hopefully longing for that day.
but how?
will she erase and forget those hurtful scars in her heart?
every time, as she thinks bout that particular scar,
she would cry her heart out.
that, was the scar that changed her life.
that made the person she was fade away.

tears flowed down her face,
as the heart smashed into tiny pieces.
she didnt have a shoulder to cry on.
the old self that she misses,
the cheerful, all smiles attitude,
has ceased to exist as she knew it.

Saturday, October 9

heyheyhey!
seems like my blogs rotting ya..?
ahhas. life's great.
and partially freaking rotting.
ahh. i love Tyfin!! ahh.
hahas.
head over heels with him.
lalala.
rotting coz i'm not able to use my beloved comp for bout.
erm. 1 month..?
OH COMP! I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
MUACK!!
ahhahas.
my mood's pretty 'high' now.
god.
i have now quitted doing layouts.
it's boring..
ahahas.
EOYs coming though.
god. stress stresss.
ahha.
will update later if i haf the time.
ciaos!

Tuesday, September 14

moodless. i hate my life.
got lied to once and over again.

Monday, September 13

sighs.
boredom-
no basketball training tomorrow.
prelims.
sighs.
* cheers up
nevermind!! i still have table-tennis!
lol.
still have Elfy!!
mwahahaha. my bestie.
best buddy yea! hehe.
kk. gtg!
ciaos.

Sunday, September 12

yozzie dudes!!
yeayea. i noe i have not posted ferr a longggg time.
not that long actuallie. hee.
yippe!! Elfy's back from his trip to batam!!
((: got someone to talk to lerr!
im so happy!! *grinns
yippe!! we're gonna go back to school tml.
(:
yea nothing much happened today larh. my life sucks.
its dull.boring.lifeless.
it just suck lar ok.. lols.
takkaire.
adioss!!

Friday, September 10

T.T
my hair. has been cut. shucks. so short. *sobs
made new skins yea.
oh i noe i havent been updating.
but i guess you all wont care aniwaes.
people seldom come and see my blog.
sighs.
i lurvveeee Tata Young's I Believe!!
it rawkss! her voice rawks!! yea.
i made a skin about herr!!
check it out yea??
(: X) thankiuw!!
freak man! so bored.
planned to watch cinderella story today.
T.T bodoh ah qim. say dun feel like going.
den all nv go liao.
sighs. nvm lahs.
next time denn buy DVD. better quality.
cheaper. HUMPFX.
lol. k lahhs.
nothing to write lerhhs.
tatas~

Wednesday, September 8

yeapps. badminton's so fun!
yea but my feet hurts.
T.T
yea. i played without my shoes!
friction hurts! oww.
fun lar. lost to AH QIM!!
by one pathetic point. cos i didnt wear my shoes!!
my feet was hurting like hell by that time!
but i won Elfy!!
(: yea!!
yeapps.
im so excited! i bought a new book!
The Da Vinci Code!!
i'll have a fantastic time reading it!
sighs. i dun wanna like him anymore!
i really dun. but i cant seem to succeed..
bleah. i really shud put other things into my mind rather than these kind of things yea.
hee. CHIYUM BONTUT AKU lah KEDIS!
hehe. kedis suck!! they are so. well.
gay. haha. kk.
ciaos. takkaire alls!! (:

Tuesday, September 7

yippee!
im going to play badminton tml!!
thanks to ah qim! help me book court.
^^ my mum's gonna play too!
hee. hey. she's a pro ok.
wah she can run like fast siah.
damn powderful lor.
hee. sighs.
badminton rocks. dench.
maybe before that i go bowling!!!
yea!! bowling rocks.
badminton too. table tennis too!!
(: sighs.
i wanna exercise. i havent been doing any since the hols started.
i dun wanna grow stiff!!
eeyuck.
kk. ciaos! nothing to updatee!!

Monday, September 6

weeeees. broke my talk-on-phone for the longest time record. with a mix blood guy. 4 hours 30 minutes straight. 10.30am to 3 am. hee. fun.
submitted 3 new skins to blogskins today.
hee. making skins are so fun manns!
try it. aww shucks. my handphone sucks! problem problem problems!
gonna have conference again tonites!
fun agains!!
yippee!!! i lurve conferenceS.
the more the merrier!!
but if peeps dun talk. wads the point of having a conference!
hehee.. played comp for the whole day. 12noon till now.
so fun.
guess i'll go rest my eyes now!
ciaos!!

Sunday, September 5

yodds!
changed blogskin as you can see. a much better one i guess.
sighs. trying to forget him and concentrate on my studies.
i better buck up.
otherwise i dont think i'll be able to get my goal yea.
sigh. im so bored. i hate it. sighs.
boredom absolutely sucks.
^.^ i wanna go bowling!!! yeapps. always with the same old peeps.
elfy kenny blah blah. yea. hee.

sighs. submitted another skin to blogskins.com
see it. yea. the pic's given to me by lin.
((: thanks yea? sighs. having conference with xinru tiffany and ah qimm.
sighs. have lotsa things to say. i hate all of my friends. none of them that i can trust.
only elfy!! my beloved brother. true friend.
who always lends me a listening ear. sighs.
lurvee ya loadss! (:



damn you. freaking bitch. i hate you so much.

Saturday, September 4

sighs. i'm sh0x b0r3d. th3rex abosolutely n0thingx t0 d0. aNd to mak3 thingx worst. my mum'x g0nn4 have her hp ch4nged. and mine? the same old 6610. sucky yea.and my dad'x g0nn4 change a new car. like. wtf. why they buy things for themselves. and forget all bout me. but nevermind that. i'll get to use my mum'x hp. heheee. sighs. should i accept him.i dunnoe. itx like. i dun like him lor. den. aiyah. dunnoe larh. frustrated!!!!! sighs. but. i still have my brother ELFY!!! hee. i trust him with all my secrets . my best friend you know.k shall stop here. i'm gonna work hard for my EOYs!!!

Thursday, September 2

yesyes. made a blogskin ferr muii cousin!! 5566 one larh. she's so darn crazy bout dem. was on de fone with Elfy but mom came back. bored// god. how de fuck i'm gonna let my parents sign my result slip?!!! im gonna die i tell ya. die!! i'll go to school if i dun get caned. i wont go to school if i get caned. but no choice. i still have to go to school if one of these things happen. sighs. wad am i gonna do.. *crys im already having a bad weekend. why dooes my result slip have to come? sighs. at least its better then meet the parents session larhx. i'll be dead meat if it really happens. im gonna cry.

lend me a shoulder someonee?

Wednesday, September 1

sighs. the feelings are getting deeper everyday!! god. sighs. i didnt go back to unity pri today. lazy to go back. had a headache. but didnt go home. hee. went to play table tennis with Ivy and XinRu. wah. they both sho pro worh. sighs. den a bunch of sec 4 commonwealth students came. haha. they wait sho long for us to finish. haha. den wait until fed up. haha. no lah. den they join us play 2v2. heex. sho funx. sighss. i dunnoe why. the feelings for him are so deep. onlie my dearest TRIX square and Elfy n Mustaqim knows bout thiss! sighs. i really like him lor. sighs. but. aiyah. just forget it. i got my result slip back. it's horrendous. 27th! im in da 27th postion. HOW PATHETIC IS THAT!
27th position. god damn you. i'll have to strive harder!!! study study!! no slacking allowed. allritess. i may slack sometimes. hee!!

Tuesday, August 31

sighs. feelings are getting deeper everyday. i dunnoe. sighs. bill burst. $151.40 im gonna be dead. fuck. how on his plain blue earth did i use my handphone?!!! fuck. nevermindx. decided not to use handphonex anymore. sighs. it just waste my money. i wanna cry..! but no shoulder to cry on. sighs. i just hate my life. all the problems just come to me at one fucking timee!! i wanna cry. sighs. im afraid they will use the weapon they have alwaes used. HANGER!!! god damn it! i hate it. it hurtx my ass damn much after they hit my buttock. i really hate the hanger! fuck. dad's backk! im gonna die.
god bless me

Sunday, August 29

heyy guyss ((: how's muii new skinn? nicee? XD im proud of it. hee. didnt really enjoy my day today. sighs. cosh nothing happened!!! hee. signing off- Rachelle
PEACE OUT DUDEsSs!!

yes. yes. i changed blogskin. there's nothing exciting nor interesting to write about in my life. it just sucks. yea. went to sell damn NKF pens ytd. it was like. we walked so much. went door to door. budden. we very good you noe. those doors that are closed. we never go disturb themm. hee. we go sabo the window. haha. aiyo. their flats very funny de. de window is by their side siah!! so funny. den the door close. window open. haha. sighs. see. there's nothing to write about!! kk. so i shall sign off here.

Friday, August 27

i passed history!! weeeees!! by 1.5 marks. mwahaha. hees. >.<>always study. im gonna PLAY hard too! haha. i'm not gonna be a nerd neither a geek. i dun wan!! nerds+geeks= suckers. wad they know is only what the books tell them but not the real actual world. mwahahaha. i think. hees. kae. shall stop here darlinks.. takkaire you guys. Nitex!!


Thursday, August 26

sighs. everything ended ytd. 24th August. our 144th day. sighs.
cried for like. 2 hours straight? sighs. i dunnoe why.
but thankiew Mustaqim and Elfy and all those who stood by me.
but Mustaqim and Elfy didnt noe wad happened lar.
they made me laugh and made my day happier.
Mustaqim gave me something which i dunnoe wad it is.
its like erm. made up of a long strand of metal piece. and formed into my name which has 2 heartxx at the end. so sweet. but we're just friends. truee!! friends only ok. sighs. really. i feel. so damn moodless now. no use blogging. hate my damn ruined life. screww yoo!!

Wednesday, August 25

sighs. i feel so pathetic. failing 4 subjects out of 6!!!! fuck lor. i hate myself. i wanna die. sighs. but i showed inprovement in my maths!! my chinese de-graded. sighs. i dunch wanna talk bout common tests anymore. I HATE THEM

life's so pathetic. me and my ruined life. i seemed to be a failure in EVERYTHING i do. sighs. i feel so much better after rewinding the song ' Qi Li Xiang ' for the. er. millionth time. sighs. he rawks. i suck so much. i just cant understand life. why must it be in ruins for me. why must it be so pathetic. why can't i have the brains like those in better classes?
why.why.why

fuck it man.
i dun wanna be at the bottom for everything i do!!! i just dont!! im so damn frustrated.
school problems. friendship problems. examinations.
arrghhh! everything just comes blasting at me.
arrghhhhhhhhhhh!! i hate life.
life sucks totally!!

Monday, August 23

gawd. darn tired. gonna have common test papers back tomorrow. it's gonna suck loads i betcha.
yea. made 2 icons yesterday. use that to link me. hee. made another blogskin todae. its called Sweet Pink Dreamx at blogskins.com sighs. no one'x been visiting my blog except for dat bitch who created havoc at ALL of my blogs. she's so childish man. get a life lah please!

Sunday, August 22

sighhs. no one has been visiting my blog. guess i'll leave it to rot here. sighs. chinese oral wasn't that bad. but the questionx stunned me alot. sighs. went bowling with Elfy n XinRu today. the others weren't interested at all. sighs. pathetic. lost to Elfy. sighs. next friday going bowling again. i think. but there wont be as much noise nor people around then. OH YA. i forgot. we haf to sell pens fer charity next friday yea? buy from me kaes? hee. sighs. i wonder if i'll pass my common tests. it really sucked ok. sigghs.

Saturday, August 21

oh shit. almost forgot to blog. hee. life's a bore. as usual. sigghs. going bowling tmr. but. gosh. hafta come back before 1pm to takkaire of my siblings. wad a good sister am i. grinns* haha. sigghs. chinese oral tmr!! hate it man. sighs. i can't help sighing. life's juz too much a bore. visit my neww - bout miie- web !

Thursday, August 19

woah damn it man. freaking thai. made susilo lose. sigghs.
w t f .
sigghs. gossh. we're having chinese oral this Saturday!! like damn it. oh fcuuk man. i wanna watch a movie this Saturday. but ir eally wanna go bowling. mwahahahas!! sisghhs. but its like. Pamela's birthday is tomorrow? and JingHan'x one is like. 10 days later? How the hell am i gonna get the money?!! gossh. im so darn tired. damn Joey man. lied to me. but. mwahahaha.
i dun care. haha. freakk man. toodlles. nothing ta blog much though.

Wednesday, August 18

heyoz!! found out that i didnt blog ferr de past 2 days. gossh. time really flies. common tests are over!! hee. but EOYs are coming though. geee. i didnt realise i could play de sims ferr hours!! its so damn fun. hee. sighh. Ms Siew said that our class didnt really perform well ferr our geography common test. wad a let down. hee. got new LIL god bro again. hee. ANDY CHUA!! yea. from 1E1 that APACHE guy. xiao didiii. hee. XD gosssh. really must watch out for Tiffany these dayys. flaring up every mintue she sees ChiaYin. yea. Tiffany smashed ChiaYin's friendship bottle. actuallie. Tiffany smash on the ground but didnt break. FOR 2 TIMES she threw it hard. but instead. it bounced. FINALLY i threw it and it smashed. XD hee. i not kaypoh lar. i'm just being helpful here. gawwd. i wonder when basketball pratice will resume. hahas. it doesnt make any difference anyway. we pratically stay back everyday ta play basketball. hee. did improve some though. thats from the beginning of the year.
i must watch ' A Cinderella Story ' hee. Hilary Duff's so chio. gahh. dunch have time ta make new blogskins noww. hee. Hey Seann.. you wan a skin? i'll make it ferr ya. but. hafta see if i have the time. hee. apologies!!
Uncle SengHong's really damn black. Hillgrove Ironman. yea. he's damn powerful. in basketball. in track. goshh. can compare with Kenny Tan liaoo. hee. off ta my dinnerr!!
toodlesss ]] **

Monday, August 16

yawwn. played the sims. fer like umm. 2 hrs straight? umm gee. that waz long. aww shuckss. hafta study ferr now. science and chinese test are tmr. toodles .

Hiya Kids!! muahahaha. the sims ishh so fun mann. almost ferrgot to blog. hee. gooshh. gonna have chinese n science tmr. guess wad. i havent study yet. i dunch even noe wad does resistance thermomter does. hee. well. i never study fer my chinese. anyhow do also will pass. hee. but onli borderline passes. gee. maths on tuesday. after that.. hmm. i'll be buying de present fer pam. with cassidy. and kianwei. gosh. i cant believe he had a so chio stead lorr. my gawd. aww shucks. hafta go study now. hee.

Sunday, August 15

yawwn. played the sims. fer like umm. 2 hrs straight? umm gee. that waz long. aww shuckss. hafta study ferr now. science and chinese test are tmr. toodles .

yawwn. played the sims. fer like umm. 2 hrs straight? umm gee. that waz long. aww shuckss. hafta study ferr now. science and chinese test are tmr. toodles .

gossh! i lurve this layout so damn much. one of my greatest accomplishments in my blogging history. yesyes. i've had my history and english paper today. guess wad i wrote about for my english compo? haha. yesyes. it's FOOD. haha. its sucks totally. dun ever read my compos yea? history was the worst. no confidence at all. usually i would haf had confidence in history. but this time. forget itt. gahh. this blog. gahh. is it isolated. it aint. tagg pleaseee!!

Saturday, August 14

Kenny and Sam Lee from Monfort Sec
i hate yoo guys. wtff. won't yoo pigs look at urselfs before u judge others? yoo guys are nothing but a dump or rubbish. nono! i shant say that. i'll be insulting the rubbish. yoo guys are worst than it. useless fools. fucking ass. think bout ur looks. ur character. before yoo judge others. yoo aint superior and others arent inferior get this clear? oh btw. if yoo guys arent happy bout this entry. please personally come and find me. allritee? dun be cowards with no guts and screww up my tagboard. rip off yoo guys. yoo are really worst then rubbish. but wadever- if yoo guys continue like this. hah. i wont know wad will happen to yoo. oh goshh. i hate yoo guys. really. no offence eunice. but they really suck alot. gawd.i think Kenny's a gay. i dunch noe. but i think he is. he's like.' max hair sucks ' but i guess his hair's too much worst off then Max's to compare. alritees. wont waste my energy saying all these things anymore.a thicker elephant's hide you will never find. get it?




hmm. i have a neww godbro today! a very special one! my furrs LITTLE godbro!! hee. and he's Jerrold Koh!! hee. gawd. haha. he's so pro in basketball. with his yellow boxers. yucks. reminds me of spongebob boxers. hee. *sighs. i have confidence that i'll pass my geog. *i think.wells. having english and history tomorrow. and i'm gonna buy Pamela's pressiee! hee. me,Cassidy and maybe Joey. gonna share money. to buy. one miserable bag. HEY!! we aint rich ok! bleahhh. im signing off !!

Friday, August 13

heyheyys . changed skin. quite nice ehh? hee. i like it la. haii. i dun go for fancy skinz nowadays. seems quite borish to me. ahh wells. might be going to the sinseh. coz my ankle. oww. hurts alot. gooshh. haii. k gtg study for geography now. bye dudess!!!

Thursday, August 12

heyy . i hate this skin . bleahh . gonna change another one soon . guess wad . sprained or rather twisted my ankle. the sound was like . cracking . the whole bone . gosshh . ITS SUCKS totallly . i hate my skin . won't blog another post until i get this skin DONE ! wheeeeee ! common test this friday . it sucks . but hopefully it'll be better den mid year tho . haii . MY ANKLE HURTTS !!

Wednesday, August 11

Hey ((: i changed to this blog . as yoo can see . my previous tagboard was really screwed up . hmm kaes . i guess . i should lockk my tags ehh ? *winks